you try very very very hard to not pick up a blade bcs you kno | • 𝘶𝘯𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘥 𝘴𝘤𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘮𝘴 •

you try very very very hard to not pick up a blade bcs you know. you'll not stop if you start cutting, you're clean for months. but you fight with your soul to not touch that thing for days