i'm back to square one ,i exactly reached where i was 2.5 yrs | • 𝘶𝘯𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘥 𝘴𝘤𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘮𝘴 •

i'm back to square one ,i exactly reached where i was 2.5 yrs back i didn't realise that i was running in circles, i again reached the point where killing myself feels like the last resort
where i can do nothing but look up 'least painful ways to kill yourself' on the internet and fill my diaries with a perfect suicide note reminding everybody that i loved them & begging for everyone to take care of my dog & telling this boy to always drink water