—all i want to do is, shove a knife in my chest, and take that | • 𝘶𝘯𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘥 𝘴𝘤𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘮𝘴 •

—all i want to do is, shove a knife in my chest,
and take that burden out.
take all the heaviness, all the grief out of my chest and for one moment feel nothing.
to breathe without having something heavy inside me all the time.